|DateCreated||2/7/2006 1:17:00 PM|
|PostedDate||2/7/2006 1:13:00 PM|
the worst of trials.
I humiliated myself in PE AGAIN today...
It seems that I have some deep hidden fear of water lodged inside my brain from some childhood time that I can't remember, because whenever I put my head in the water my first reaction is to get it back out as soon as possible. Even holding my nose doesn't help, but I thought it would. My body just freaks, and I don't know why. During class I started shaking before the next "exercise" and it really freaked me out.
Embarrassment makes me want to cry.
I'm so pathetic.