Subject Random complaints and stuff
DateCreated 4/7/2007 4:40:00 PM
PostedDate 4/7/2007 4:33:00 PM

I hate thinking about the future in any way. No matter what it is, it's not happy. When the future becomes the present it's usually not as bad as I thought but until then it's terrible.

Like today thinking about church tomorrow, which will suck.
Thinking about taking photos for which I'm not prepared.
Thinking about cleaning my room. Things like that. But mostly thinking about:

Taking the SAT/ACT, graduating from highschool, going to college, getting a job, not being alone. Things like that. It seems that where ever I turn there are gaps to my plans in life. I don't know what to do with my life, or with myself (there's nothing I'm good at and nothing I want to do) . I never seem to think about these things, but when I do it's annoying.

And the trail goes on and on...